[M-OOM]

May. 10th, 2008 11:38 pm
organicmeatbag: (forgive many things in others)
Revan's following Kaelyn, overseeing and protecting, as she crawls this way and that, when the vision occurs. It's nothing grandiose, no big neon sign flashing, just a whisper of a thought passing through. He's never been a true Seer – battle precognition, always; Force visions, rarely – but he's had visions before to recognize one when it hits.

He Sees himself on a jungle planet, dense foliage all around. Without a doubt, he knows he's in the Unknown Regions. It's so clear that he feels he's there with the humid warmth surrounding him. It's not danger he feels, but an eerie calm, like the awaiting of an inevitable battle.

And then, all too soon, it's gone.

He blinks, finding Kaelyn in the midst of trying to pull Ilona out of the pittin's hiding spot.

"Kae, baby, no. Leave her alone," he says, shaking his head to clear the thoughts of the vision away. Whatever it was, he's not ready to face it. He moves to pick Kaelyn up. "Let's go play with toys and not torture pittins, huh?"
organicmeatbag: (silence is the true friend)
Revan had long ago programmed his computer to pick up any feeds containing the words 'Sith'. Usually it was nothing more than a writer calling some crime 'sithly' and had nothing of real substance about the Dark Jedi. This morning it was no different, but the article – and one from a gossip feed no less – that popped up on his screen caught his attention anyway.

    Sith Lord or Sex Lord?

"...the kriff?"


    While the infamous Revanchist may be laying low and quiet on the one front, rumors are abound that he's just getting started on the other after a holopic of him and his wife surfaced late Satunda evening.


"...the kriff?!"


    The couple already have two children, twins born earlier this year, and look to be gearing - or should we say rearing? - for another.


Revan blanched. Slowly it was all starting to make sense: this past Satunda, the babies were napping, it was near the dinner hour, Kira and him in the kitchen, rearing.

    We wish them the best of luck on that endeavour. Even though, and many of our readers will agree, it looks like they don't need it.

    One commenter on the holopic said it was "the hottest thing" since the rumors about Revan and his then apprentice Malak during the Mandalorian Wars. And further more, our commenter wondered, "Does his position here have anything to do with that?"

    Revan, are you missing your old friend?


"THE KRIFF?!"


    Either way, the Revanchist and the gorgeous Jedi Kira Isek have our vote for 'Hottest Celebrity Couple' this year.



And then there, of course, at the very end of the article was the alleged holopic. It was nothing explicit, fully clothed and more allusion than anything, but it was definitely them: Kira with her head back on his shoulder, Revan with his hand south of the counter...

He shut off the datapad and sunk lower into the cushions of the couch, hoping to blend in.

Kira was going to kill him. And maybe he'd let her this time.

But not before attempting to sue the feed, that is.
organicmeatbag: (by daily dying)
It's by chance that Revan's hoping Bastila might be staying at Milliways (and not avoiding him in the Force for whatever reason) this particular evening as he walks through the closet door on Alderaan and into the familiar bar.

He'd been planning to head there for a drink or two anyway, in an attempt to unwind after a very long day of the girls crying over almost everything, when he had the sudden urge to see her. Or maybe it wasn't all so sudden, but rather a thought that had been at the back of his mind for the past few weeks or so since he had last talked to her.

Either way, when he could no longer sense Bastila anywhere in their galaxy, it left him with one place to look: Milliways.
organicmeatbag: (each forward step we take)
A couple of days ago, Revan had a conversation with his father that went something like this:


    "Right, okay. You say you're restless and the Hawk offers you a certain freedom from that, but why?"

    "Because, it gives me...a chance to be doing something other than taking care of Kira and the girls."

    "Well, one, what is so wrong with being just a father? And, two, you're a smart boy, Revan, and you can't think of anything else to occupy your time?"

    "There's nothing wrong with being just a father. It's a matter of knowing I can..."

    "...Be more?"

    "I wasn't going to say that."

    "Revan, its okay to think that. You were this, what, great Jedi, then a...what were they calling you? Right, the Revanchist. Then a Commander in the Mandalorian Wars before...well, we'll call it your lapse in judgment before you went on to defeat a Sith Lord –"

    "I - "

    " - No, be quiet, I'm talking. I might not understand the whole Jedi and Sith thing, but I can see where you're coming from. You felt like you were this great somebody and now you feel like you're none of that, is that right?”

    "That's not - "

    "Revan."

    "..."

    "You've admitted to it before. You said - that last time we talked before the Wars - you said you could do something about the Wars and you did. Granted not the way some of – Look, just, it's okay to admit to feeling like that."

    "It was never about who I was. I could care less about my name in any holofeed or archive. All I was trying to do was help. But thank you, dad, for thinking like the rest of the galaxy."

    "Revan. Don't hang up. I'm sorry, alright? Just...I want to help you now?”

    "...Fine."

    "So maybe it wasn't about feeling like you were some great warrior and now you're nothing. But you were a soldier, you were always fighting some cause or another, and now that you're not out there fighting some constant battle, you're starting to feel it. And that's why you think you're restless now. Is that, at least, right on some vague plane of existence?"

    "..."

    "...Did I kriff up again?"

    "No. I...You're right."

    "I'm sorry, what was that?"

    "I said, you were right and you heard me the first time. Stop grinning, I admit people are right all the time."

    "Just never me before. I was always wrong, in your eyes. You never agreed with anything I said."

    "That's not...That doesn't mean I think any less of you, just because I have different opinion about things."

    "...And you know that it's the same for me, right?"

    "I'm beginning to learn that, yes."

    "You're my son, Revan, even if I wasn't around to raise you. And I love you, no matter what."

    "...I know."

    "Anyway. Go home to that family of yours, Revan. Channel all that restless energy into something else. You don't need to be fighting battles anymore, if you don't have to. Let someone else do it."

    "And what is that 'something else' supposed to be?"

    "That you have to figure out on you own, Revan."



And today, two days after returning to Alderaan and with everything seeming to go alright with Kira so far, Revan decided to start on that 'something else'.

In the morning, while the girls were still sleeping, he slipped away to the store and bought a galleon of neutral paint, an assembly required desk, chair, and storage units, and an extra computer to start on converting the empty third bedroom in the house to an office/playroom for him and the girls (and Kira, of course).

After all, he needed a place to store all the writings (from notes about the True Sith to his maps on the Unknowns to whatever) that he was going to be working on and be sending to his friends in the Republic or the Jedi or anyone else who wanted or needed to read them.

Because, in the end, his father was right: it was time to let someone else do the fighting*.



*Which is not to say he'll be giving up combat and fighting forever, only that he'll be taking what peace he can and that there really is nothing wrong with just being a father in the meantime.
organicmeatbag: (it is never too late)
From here and an hour or less later, the girls have been tucked into bed, both yawning and exhausted. Revan drops kisses to their foreheads and whispers goodnights before slipping from the room and leaving Kira to do the same. And then he waits for her in their bedroom, sitting on the edge of their bed.
organicmeatbag: (it is a wise father (twins))
He had no idea what had persuaded him to go into the small shop on Coruscant. There had been nothing there that he wanted, and there had definitely been nothing there for the girls either, but he needed to kill time while Kira was busy at the Temple.

Turned out, he was wrong and he had walked out with something from that shop. Not a package that could be tucked in the stroller or something to munch on as he made his way back to the Temple though.

No, this something had been imprinted on him: a small tattoo of numbers on his inner wrist, depicting the birth date of his daughters.

In the end, if Kira asked why (not that he thought she would question it or anything), he could say that it was her fault. Jokingly he'd tell her this though because in truth, it came down to an impulsive decision of something new and different.

And, well, he rather liked the idea when it came to him at some point between looking at drawings of skulls and bones and cherub babies.
organicmeatbag: (it is never too late)
Up the stairs Revan goes, two at once to catch up to Bastila. He doesn't call out to stop her though. He actually has no idea why he's following her or what he could possibly say to her anymore.

So maybe that makes him a bit masochistic then, as he rounds the corner in time to see her disappear into her room. It's not only hurting her to keep at this, after all. Or maybe he just doesn't want to give up that easily. They might not have known each other very long – only six years at the most (and he was gone for four of those) – but they have too much history to try and not salvage what friendship they could still have.

In any case, he reaches her door as it closes, coming to a stop as the lock clicks into place. He raises his hand to knock.



Only, he hesitates as a thought comes to mind. He rests his forehead against the doorframe, dropping the barriers he'd put up and opening himself to their Bond instead.
organicmeatbag: (it is never too late)
By the time Revan and Kira got back to the Hawk, Ranthus having to return to duty later that night, Ellia and Kaelyn were fast asleep. It was a long day for the little ones, after all. So they were promptly tucked into their makeshift cribs and bestowed kisses and good-nights.

Revan, on the other hand, is not tired at all. Nor very talkative either. It was a long day for him too. Instead, after the girls are all settled in, he heads off without a word. He eventually ends up in the main compartment, looking over the navigational charts with a frown.

His mind is not really on planning a route home though.
organicmeatbag: (forgive many things in others)
Only when the Hawk dropped out of hyperspace and the planet speckled with rainforests and mountain ranges came into view did Revan feel the first traces of nervousness. It surprised him, the feeling. He hadn't been expecting it, but he supposed it made sense.

Not only was he meeting his father again after a little more than a decade apart, but Kira was going to be meeting him for the first time too. He didn't know why, especially when he himself could care less about getting along with his father, but he wanted Kira (and, eventually, the girls) to like the man.

Maybe it was just fatherhood making him soft again to think in such ways. Or maybe he was starting to see how important family could be. He didn't know.

Either way, there they were.

Revan sighed, opening a channel to the planet below. "Wayland Medical Station, this is the Ebon Hawk requesting to land. Transmitting transponder codes now."

"Copy Ebon Hawk, this is Wayland Medical Station. You're cleared to land."

And with that, shoving any lingering thoughts aside, he concentrated on landing the ship with great care. After all, there were babies aboard.
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It was not until the excitement of owning a new house, and soon to be moving into it, caught up to him that Revan realized that the one person he wanted to share the news with the most was not talking to him. Caught up in the flurry of house-hunting and trying to prepare for the babies, it had been easy to put aside thoughts of Bastila (and the others too).

But then with everything winding down, only the looming arrival of the babies ahead, did it hit Revan how much he missed Bastila. And he truly missed her. She had been a constant presence for more than a year, especially with their Force bond, and had played a huge part in his life. And then she was just...no longer there (and it hurt more than it had while he was in the Unknowns because she was so close and yet so far away).

So after finally trudging up the courage to do so, he attempted to contact Bastila again, trying first the Temple and then the Enclave.
organicmeatbag: (each forward step we take)
Another house. Another walkthrough. And Revan is yawning as he walks through the front door.
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It was night by the time that Revan walked out of the shop, the ring chosen, bought, and pocketed, and the streets of Aldera were alive with activity. A cool night breeze came from the lake and conversation floated from the several eateries that lined the boardwalk while soft music came from the gallery across the street that was holding a gala to unveil new art.

Revan started to weave his way through the light crowd before he stopped, pausing mid-step before where the blaster bolt would have cut through him, thanking the Force for the warning. It had scorched the pavement instead, sending people screaming and scrambling for cover. A sniper rifle, and from the lay of the mark the direction it had come from was...

Revan whirled toward the adjoining building, deflecting another shot with his lightsaber as it came from an upper window. With a burst of speed from the Force, he dodged toward the opening of the building, scattering some of the patrons that had been hiding in the alcove. It was an eatery with low-income apartments in the upper levels and he took the stairs two at a time toward where the assassin was.

Not sensing any traps in the room beyond or on the door itself, and the presence of the assassin moving off, Revan burst into the room. He was right about the assassin escaping, the hooded figure pausing only long enough to toss a low-grade thermal detonator back into the room before dropping out the window.

Revan whirled back into the hall, crouching and pressing against the wall as the explosion hit, shaking the building. He waited long enough for the wave to clear before he ran back into the room, debris still falling from the ceiling from structual disruption.

The detonation had taken off most of the front façade of the building; there was a hole in the room where the window had been in and some of the debris had fallen, catching the people in the streets.

Revan stepped up to hole, peering out of it. He could feel the agony of those hurt below through the Force and the assassin was limping off once more, boarding a speeder and taking off further down the boardwalk.

Deactivating his lightsaber, Revan snapped open his comm unit. He felt no danger of Kira being a target, but he sent a warning to the Hawk just in case before he dropped down through the hole, landing safely from the sixth floor fall with the help of the Force.

An investigation would have to wait, he figured, as he turned to helping people.
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There were too many rings, far too many to choose from, and Revan stood, looking around at all of them, with no idea where to begin. For one, all the rings looked the same to him. And he was not even certain what he was doing in the shop to begin with.

No, that was not true. He knew what he wanted and what had turned him into the store, but Kira never brought it up and he had no idea how she felt on the subject. That is, other than the one time she had said she had not wanted to marry because she was pregnant and not even he had wanted to be married then, but that conversation had been five years ago for Revan.

Revan might not seem like the marrying type, but it seemed like the logical conclusion to him now: babies, house, and marriage. (Not that it was always in that order, and even when the babies had not arrived and the house had not found or bought yet.)

And so he moved to looking at another ring that seemed identical to the last seven.

"May I help you?"

Revan looked up from the small cut ring to the young Alderaanian man standing behind the counter. "I was looking for a ring for my..." He trailed off; the man was now blinking at him, as though he was trying to recall where he had seen Revan before.

His brow furrowed. "Are you...?"

Revan sighed. "No, you have never seen me before in your life," and the gesture of the hand was almost unnoticeable.

"No, I guess I've never seen you before in my life," the young man repeated, his stare blank before he turned his attention back to the rings. "You were looking for a ring?"

"Yes, for my girlfriend."

It was almost amusing how the young man's demeanor shifted to being one of elated, his eyebrows rising and a small twinkle in his eyes. "For an engagement?" He was hoping for a big sale, Revan knew.

There was something about the word that made Revan frown though. Engagement. Commitment. Entrapment. His brow furrowed. "Yes. I think." He was not certain how Kira felt about being tied down to him. But he knew what he wanted.

"...You think?"

"No. I mean, yes. Yes, that it is for an engagement."

"Then you do not want these rings," the man said, walking around the counter to lead him to another. "What you're looking for is over here."

Revan frowned at the case he had been to; these rings looked no different than the others he had been looking at with the exception of the stone maybe. "It is?"

"Yes," the man sighed. "Trust me. Now, do you know if she has a favorite setting, a cut, what sort of band she prefers...?" But the man trailed off at the look on Revan's face. "No, I should've known. Do you know her ring size, at least?" Again, the man sighed at the look on Revan's face though. "We can always resize it later, if we have to."

Revan watched the man as he keyed open the display case, reaching in to pull one of the many rings out. It was huge, too huge of a stone, and Revan found himself laughing; the ring would probably cost more than the Hawk, he knew that much. "I don't think so," he said before the man had even finished taking the ring out of the case.

"Right, something more demure then?" And this time the man pulled out a much smaller ring, but Revan found himself wrinkling his nose at it; there was too much going on with it, he wanted something simpler. But not even the next ring the man pulled out was simple enough.

"I see this is going to take awhile," the man grumbled beneath his breath and Revan tried not to smirk.
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Revan waited until he was alone, away from the bustling corridors of the Enclave and away from Kira, before he tried the communicator again, punching in the code he'd been given. And again it continued to go unanswered. Either Bastila knew he was trying to call and was ignoring him on purpose or she was unable to answer at the moment. It was futile to hope that it was the latter though - he was not even able to reach her through their Force bond - as the answering system picked up yet again.

He hung up this time though, refusing to leave another message. He'd left two as is. He sighed, flopping down onto the cot in the medical compartment of the Hawk and resting (hiding) away from the Jedi that were seemingly everywhere.

They had arrived on Dantooine last night and as soon as Kira had stepped off the ship, the Enclave had been in a buzz over her 'condition'. And though they were keeping tight-lipped until they had their meeting with Mical, and Revan had even been keeping a certain distance from Kira in public, some were assuming the child was his.

("It's the only reason he would come back." "I thought he was with Bastila." "Are we sure it's not Atton's? Or Bao-Dur's?" "But why would Revan come back now if it wasn't his?" "Timing's all wrong though." "Maybe she knew where he was all the time." "Maybe she's just put on some weight.")

Revan rubbed a hand over his face before he glanced at the communicator again and then at his chrono. It was almost time for the evening meal and part of him wondered if the Jedi still sat down together and whether he wanted to face them or not. He could hear T3-M4 bumping around in the next compartment over and Kira was somewhere else on the ship, giving him the space he'd asked for in order to call Bastila.

He turned the communicator over his hands - and when had his hands started to look so old and weathered to him? - and tried once more to hail Bastila. Again, no answer though.

He tossed the communicator onto the nearest counter, the clanging of metal against metal echoing in the small space of the medical bay. And Revan closed his eyes, listening to the sound and concentrating on it until the rest of the world faded away with it.

That was until the door slid open and T3-M4 beeped at him. He sighed as the droid rolled into the room and started diagnostic checks on equipment.

Revan sat up, looking at his chrono again. Not more than five minutes had gone by since the last time he had checked it. He sighed again and stood from the cot, heading out to search for Kira and food.
organicmeatbag: (the greatest wealth)
It was unreasonably hot in the morning and by the afternoon it was scorching. So much so that Revan had stripped down to simple trousers while he works on repairing a machine, letting and not quite caring that the sweltering sun burns at his shoulders and back. It was much too hot to be wearing a shirt. Even his young companion, who sits atop the fence watching him and swinging her legs back and forth, was wearing nothing more than a simple sundress.

She taps his shoulder with her barefoot, toes lingering. "Are you sure that goes there?"

"I am the mechanic," he grunts, shrugging his shoulder to knock her foot off. Her legs go back to swinging as he fits the part properly into place. He sends a smug, boyish grin over his shoulder.

"Oh, ha-ha," and she shoves at him playfully with her foot before he stands wiping the sweat from his brow. "All done?" she asks, peering at the machine as he leans against the fence next to her.

Revan nods with confirmation. "What did you need, Elizabeth?"

Elizabeth leans over, wrapping her arms around his neck before he can escape, and presses herself against him just so. "A date for the dance tonight, is all."

"No."

She frowns, a slight pout on her lips, and she sits back. "You used to be more fun."

"That was before I found out you were seventeen," he points out.

"Please?" she asks, reaching over to card her fingers through his hair. "Otherwise I'm stuck going with grabby hands Edric. Don't you want to protect my virtue?"

Revan merely laughs, shaking his head.
organicmeatbag: (people ask for criticism)
At some point after Kira wandered downstairs, Revan started exploring the room. He hadn't had the chance to reacquaint himself since coming back. But now as he walks around, gliding his fingers across surfaces and inspecting objects, memories prick at the back of his mind.

Fights had, conversations held, they had all blended together over the years. Some he could remember as clear as the day they had happened though. He'd been so raw in those days, so unsure, and every word had cut deep whether or not it was intended to. An album of Kira's, filled with holos, reminds him of one such fight while an old shirt of his reminds him of better days.

From atop the dresser he picks up a small toy Gizka that he carries with him over to the bed. He partly remembers the day that Bar gave it to him; the day or so after Kira had told him she was pregnant. He settles on the bed, turning the toy over and over in his hands.
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[Contains SPOILERS for the game, Star Wars: Knights of the Old Republic. Also contains quotes taken directly from the Knights of the Old Republic game and are the property of their respective owners. Quotes appear here for the sole purpose of role-playing, from which no profit whatsoever is being made. No copyright infringement intended.]

A Warning from the Force )
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[Contains SPOILERS for the game, Star Wars: Knights of the Old Republic. Also contains quotes taken directly from the Knights of the Old Republic game and are the property of their respective owners. Quotes appear here for the sole purpose of role-playing, from which no profit whatsoever is being made. No copyright infringement intended.]

Rakata Prime (Part I) )
organicmeatbag: (it is never too late)
Following his little chat with Rand, Revan wanders back to the room he shares with Kira, closing the door behind him with more force than necessary. He doesn't stop to look around the room or pet Ilona who mewls at him as he walks by, he heads straight for the 'fresher, closing and locking the door behind him.

It's safer there.

He held his anger in check for so long that when he finally lets it out, hidden from the world in the 'fresher, it's through the Force. Before he can stop the wave of energy, the bottles of soap in the shower explode and the mirror cracks.
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[Contains SPOILERS for the game, Star Wars: Knights of the Old Republic. Also contains quotes taken directly from the Knights of the Old Republic game and are the property of their respective owners. Quotes appear here for the sole purpose of role-playing, from which no profit whatsoever is being made. No copyright infringement intended.]

An Interlude )
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