[M-OOM] Alderaan
Jul. 27th, 2007 09:27 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
It was not until the excitement of owning a new house, and soon to be moving into it, caught up to him that Revan realized that the one person he wanted to share the news with the most was not talking to him. Caught up in the flurry of house-hunting and trying to prepare for the babies, it had been easy to put aside thoughts of Bastila (and the others too).
But then with everything winding down, only the looming arrival of the babies ahead, did it hit Revan how much he missed Bastila. And he truly missed her. She had been a constant presence for more than a year, especially with their Force bond, and had played a huge part in his life. And then she was just...no longer there (and it hurt more than it had while he was in the Unknowns because she was so close and yet so far away).
So after finally trudging up the courage to do so, he attempted to contact Bastila again, trying first the Temple and then the Enclave.
But then with everything winding down, only the looming arrival of the babies ahead, did it hit Revan how much he missed Bastila. And he truly missed her. She had been a constant presence for more than a year, especially with their Force bond, and had played a huge part in his life. And then she was just...no longer there (and it hurt more than it had while he was in the Unknowns because she was so close and yet so far away).
So after finally trudging up the courage to do so, he attempted to contact Bastila again, trying first the Temple and then the Enclave.
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Date: 2007-07-29 12:46 am (UTC)“I wouldn’t be a very good Jedi if I said ‘no, there’s no chance,’ would I?” Restless, she distractedly reached for the band that held her hair up and untied it, letting her hair fall loose on her shoulders.
“Give me more time, though, Revan.”
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Date: 2007-07-29 12:55 am (UTC)And he would, if that was what she truly wanted and needed. He had thought that two months would have been enough to tamper down the worst of the anger that she might have felt toward him, but – and, yes, there are times he'll admit to being wrong – perhaps he should have gave her a little more time to begin with.
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Date: 2007-07-29 01:25 am (UTC)It was the best she could offer for now. It was safer. And she wouldn’t face his sad beautiful eyes the way she did now.
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Date: 2007-07-29 01:49 am (UTC)And, he had to admit, it was rather difficult to face her. After all, she was an attractive woman that he had been in an intimate relationship with and those feelings, while faded, were not easily forgotten so it pained him to see her hurting.
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Date: 2007-07-29 02:20 am (UTC)“Bye, Revan,” she finally said, getting up and reaching for the holotransceiver console, waiting for his own goodbye to end the call.
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Date: 2007-07-29 02:36 am (UTC)