Annoyance and shame fights within Bastila. Annoyance that he can't just let her be. But mostly, shame that she can't let it go.
"I thought I'd acknowledged it, but maybe it wasn't clear," she begins. "I'm relieved that you did have some feelings for me back when we were together. I'd been lead to believe otherwise by our previous conversation, and it had hurt a lot."
Somehow, this conversation leaves her feeling even more exposed than when their Force Bond is open and he can read her. Maybe because she must speak out loud, formally acknowledging everything.
"Revan, I want you to know... I don't like how bitter and angry I've been since your return. I do try to let it go and get over it. I really do. So, yes, I just want you to know: I'm not purposefully holding on to my grudge, it's just not so easy to let go."
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"I thought I'd acknowledged it, but maybe it wasn't clear," she begins. "I'm relieved that you did have some feelings for me back when we were together. I'd been lead to believe otherwise by our previous conversation, and it had hurt a lot."
Somehow, this conversation leaves her feeling even more exposed than when their Force Bond is open and he can read her. Maybe because she must speak out loud, formally acknowledging everything.
"Revan, I want you to know... I don't like how bitter and angry I've been since your return. I do try to let it go and get over it. I really do. So, yes, I just want you to know: I'm not purposefully holding on to my grudge, it's just not so easy to let go."